Happy Monthsary Sayang

Yasmin Marie,


i know for a very short time, we have so many stuff in life that we don’t really understand, for the fact that we never get along together.. we have so many discrepancies, so many hesitations, questions and doubt not only for our relationship, but as well as within our self.. but no matter what it takes, for this short period of time, i learned to love u so deep.. learned to forgive you when u crashed my heart.. learned to accept what you’d done.. learned to dream about future with you.. learned to sacrifice my pride, learned to smile when I’m sad, to sleep w/ sadness in my heart and hope that tomorrow everything’s will be alright.. to pray that you’ll not gonna say goodbye.. to hope that whatever argument were having, you’re still there, holding on.. to wish the impossible thing in life.. i learned to feel the true love.. but all of those, i never learned how to love you less in every waking day of my life.. thank you so much darling for letting me feel those kinds.. Happy Monthsary  and wish us both a happy life and strong relationship together.. and more months and years to come with fulfillment and harmony together.. i love you so much baby and will love you more in every waking day of my life.. and i am so sorry for all those aches and disappointments I’d done.. and thank you so much for everything my beloved.. i love you always. happy 2nd monthsary syg. xoxo

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Jangan jadi melayu yang mudah lupa diri. Jangan jadi melayu yang suka mengaibkan sesama melayu. Ingatlah wahai temanku.

Indahnya sungguh di Hari Raya

Alhamdulillah hari ini Hari Raya Aidilfitri ku sambut dengan hati yang tenang, tak macam tahun2 lepas. Bersyukur kepada Allah s.w.t. Hihi. Hari raya ini akan ku sambut bersama teman/sahabatku/My Little Devil My Little Azren Shah hihi, Alid, Azdalha, Zulyahya & teman2 yang lain. Tapi yang ku rapat sangat mereka berlima lah ni. Yang paling ceria dan mewarnai hidup ku ini si Azreen ini. Semoga raya tahun ini berjalan dengan lancar walaupun puasa ku tak full. Hihihi Tahun lepas raya kat Kuching, tahun ni raye kat Miri? Macam lain lak rase. Jam skrg tepat menunjukkan 2.54am. Cuma beberape jam je takbir raya bergemaa. Pilunye rase hati Ramadhan meninggalkan kita. Ngaa. Masa untuk kita beraye, bersuke riye, berjalan mengunjungi rumah sahabat handai, saudara mare merapatkan silaturahim sesama muslim, bukan je agama islam, bahkan agama lain lak terasa meriah nyeee! Ye ye ye! Hari ini ku sangat gumbiraaa :D

Masa untuk Sang Kelawar Tidur

Selamat Pagi Azreen Shah Bin Ismadi, Zulyahya Bin Brawi, Azdalha Bin Arabi, Waliyuddin Bin Anuar. Esok raya ke? Ape macam tak rase lak suasana raye nye? Ni memang sebab Azreen selalu bawak aku pecah puase, tu sebab la. Hahaha. Tapi kan, banyak-banyak sahabatku ini, yang paling ku suke manje-manje Azreen, ku hairan lak nape mesti die eh? Die nampak comel bagi ku, die ada sifat kewanitaan, tapi satu hal lak yg aku paling tak suka sal die ni, die ni egooo kuat, kalahkan perempuan, aku tak tau pasal, nak ajar die, die lak yang aje aku. Pendek kate " DIE betul tiap mase " . Susah lak Si Azreen ni, tapi takpe aku tetap syg die. Aku bukan syg kat duit die, ku sayang kat perut die. Mwahx xoxo Azreen, mesti kau tengah bemimpi time ni kot? Hahaha. Bangun tidur kau memang tak akan call aku, caye la apa kata aku, macam baru kenal lak kite. Ku nak ambik kesempatan ini mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya wat kawan ku yg rapat ni, yang bace post ni mmg mamat poyo Walid, die je ade blogspot ku, Azreen tak pat bace, sedeh lak! Tapi takpe, die tetap selalu ada dihati ku, Eh nape lak ku cakap semenanjung ni? Pengaruh cita ah? Hahahahahahaha. Siang jadi malam malam jadi siang. Apabila imaginasi melebihi realiti, dunia kita akan kucar kacir. Belajar terima kesedihan dalam hidup geng! Hidup Arel Hidup Arel.

Good Morning Yasmin Marie

I had a bad dream. They cut off my feet, I crawled towards you. They ripped my tongue, I cried in pain for your name. They took my heart away and I died. But my love for you remained. I love you but you make me cry, you hurt me and make me feel stupid. But you know why I hold on? Cause I know I’ll be crying harder, get hurt even more and feel dumber if I ever let you go. Good morning darl. I love you Yas. xx

Salam Terakhir

Setiap insan yang hidup pasti akan pergi. Cuma yang membezakan kita hanya cepat dan lambat. Sama-samalah kita beringat, janganlah kita terus hanyut dibuai keindahan dunia sampai kita lalai dengan tanggungjawab kita  sebagai Manusia, Kita bertanya pada diri kita, Apa tujuan kita hidup didunia? Adakah hanya semata-mata untuk menjadi seorang anak? Berjaya dalam hidup mencapai cita-cita adakah cukup bagi kita? Kekayaan? Harta? Kebanyakan kita dikaburi oleh wang bahkan aku juga pernah digodai sebegitu. Ingat wahai teman-teman ku MATI ITU BENAR. Bertaubatlah kita sebelum kita ditaubatkan. Ikhlas dari sahabat mu. Salam Takziah kepada sahabat ku Luwis atas permegian Ayahanda yang tercinta, semoga ditempatkan tempat tempat orang yang beriman. Sama-samalah kita sebagai saudara Muslim berdoa untuk beliau. Al- Fatihah. Terima Kasih kepada Allah. s.w.t aku masih dapat bernafas, bercakap, anggota badan tanpa cacat cela. Alhamdulillah aku juga masih sempat menyambut Hari Ramadhan yang terakhir. Cuma beberapa jam lagi Ramadhan akan meninggalkan kita, sekalipun aku tak mampu berpuasa sebulan-bulan, aku masih bersyukur aku sempat menyambut Ramdhan, InsyaAllah tahun depan aku akan berpuasa sebulan-bulan hihi. Esok raya? Mcm tak caye lak ku -_______-   Pilu nye rasa hati, mcm tak ckup puasa lak. Hehe. Dengan itu saya mengucapkan SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI BAGI SEMUA SAHABAT, RAKAN-RAKAN di Malaysia bahkan diluar negara. Mohon maaf dari hujung rambut ke hujung kaki. =)

When you smile the whole world stops & stare for a while

This is our first conversation. I going to  remember this till the end of my life. Hihi. I miss your voice. I miss everything about you. You are the reason why I'm still breathe right now. Believe me darl. I'll never leave you. You are my everything. My life totally nothing without you. I miss you. Hmmmmmmmmm. I don’t know why I keep on loving you despite the fact that I’ll get hurt again just like before. I never learn cause I don’t want to. Now when I’m still strong to fall for you over and over again. Nobody can stops me from loving you. I don't care I don't care about money. I don't need money. All I need is You. When I say I love you, please believe it’s true. When I say forever, know I’ll never leave you. When I say goodbye, promise me you won’t cry. Cause the day I’ll be saying that would be the day I die. I want marry you. =)




If Yas ask me if she was pretty, I will say "No". She ask me if I wanted to be with her forever, I'll say "No". Then she ask me if I would cry if she walked away, I also gonna say "No". She had heard enough, she needed to leave.As she walked away I grab her arm and told her to stay. I said "You're not pretty, you're beautiful. I don`t want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die."



2.23am  29August 2011



P/s:  I wish I could be with you every night, watch you fall asleep and kiss you goodnight. When I get to heaven, I know just what to do. I’ll spend eternity watching over you. :)